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 Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

B.jest w domu ale nie czuje sie zbyt dobrze. W czwartek bedzie miał robioną tomografie głowy. Chciałabym myslec pozytywnie itd...ale tak cholernie sie boje ze to moze byc cos co mi go zabierze. Strach jest okropny, wmawiam sobie sama ze bedzie ok, no bo przeciez musi byc ok....ale zaraz po tym przychodzi strach i mysli  - a co bedzie jesli.....